its over

i cried a lot in school today

supersuperextrasensitive

emotional day bak kata nabila

idk why

it just happened

im tooo sensitive, seriously

for the first time, i fake a smile

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nabila

nbla ; HAHAHAHAHA ! dy tade dalam class

njyh ; jatuh terduduk, then nanges -.-

poohan

p ; najiyah nh bajet

n ; burst into tears

wan hafiz

w ; ko nh gomok lah najiyah

n ; nanges lagi

amir miqdad

a ; najiyah ko kurus

n ; nanges sebab meme tak ikhlas

ustaz roslee, nabila, felisa

n ; * i fell from the stairs

r ; kamu okay tak ?
n ; nanges dan nanges

r ; ehh okay tak ?

n & s ; dy okay jh

afewhourslater

r ; kamu dah okay dah ?

n ; -.-

r ; err okay tak ? jgn diam jh. takot saye dibuat nye

 f ; ehh dy okay jh ustaz, cuma arini dy pelek ckit

n ; blah jh

r ; -.- ohhh

mrs lim bee kim , kylie , felisa

lbk ; why you look so exhausted ?

k ; yeah, you walked like a zombie

n ; -.-

lbk ; why ?
n ; nanges 

lbk ; ehhh why ?
f ; err today emotional day for najiyah

lbk ; ohh why ? problems hah ?
n ; crying* a lot of problems

lbk ; what she said ?
f & k ; she said a lot of problems

lbk ; its okay lah, finally everything will be okay

f ; seee, everything will be okay

im still waiting for that "finally"

sigh

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guess what ? today my family bwat open house

no one tell me about it

i just found out around 6.30 smting

and , i told three ppl about it

but

only dila cme to my house

d ; weyh mata ko bgkak gle

n ; ye er ?

d ; nampak mata sepet smbap gle

bawah mata kau, nmpg gle weyh

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im so gediiikkkkk

i cant take it anymore

i feel terrible

i cant stop crying

hes the reason why im being so emotional

i cant write it here

he knowws about this blog

emmm babes

i was planning to tell you the truth

but

emmm

sorry for being so mengada

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