im completely a cow

sorry , i cant change who i am , i have tried . it just me , can you deal with it ? i guess no , you cant .

i am completely alone , with no friends . i feel so pathetic and worthless .

i really miss the old me.

actually , i dont really care about that

i dont know why , but i think , i dont miss my friends like i told them 

bila dyorg ajak kuar , malas jh nk pgy , i just wanna be alone , tapi ble dah sorang2 tue teringin plak nk kuar -_________-

and dah 3 weeks tak topup , lost cntact dgn dyorg

and yeah , malas nk reply msg / call

malas okay

annalisa's bday is coming soon , i wanna throw a party for her , i mean , small party , (HAHA)

but nabila asyik ajak pgy KL celebrate kat sane . 

and i dont really like the idea , u know , bnda camtue anytime boleh bwat 

so yeah -________- dy nak pergi KL pergi la

hmmm i hate school , i dont want to see my friends , i wanna be alone , not fr a long time , maybe a couple weeks ? i know im a selfish biatch ,

this conflict is my own

im really sorry guys :(